Eclipsed.

Bear in mind this may be a delirious or delusional man approximating the structures he inhabits. Or inhibits.

On one side, an extremely stable *fractal like structure, navigable outside of the boundary of time. On the other, it appears that the fractal is constantly iterating in a cyclical manner - as if it were tunneling, read like a ring. The 'ring' could be imagined as a 'dome' in the mind, which responds to the myriad possible states you may encounter in your environment. This side is an extremely fragile place. Which is why the configuration of that dome is important. Though there may be a way to stabilize the 'dome', in a manner which reflects the 'entirety' of that fractal structure. The current state almost feels like the opposite - like my imagination is iterating in a cyclical manner, its stability threatened.

Earlier this morning I had complete clarity, or the ability to order these states, at least internally, in response to my environment. A useful tool, as it allows great traversal of complex states, thus the ability to resolve certain conflicts. It seems the day careers off on a path fueled by emotion - based on the interpretation of these 'domes' - it's like a casino. Or a pinball / pachinko machine. Seeing the conflicts of the past is a little sad. I feel it myself. Like being trapped in an emotional prison. Ordered by the *compression of state into an instantaneous response.

Bzzt... *crackled voice*.. come in Houston.. Bzzt..