forced into a dream

Attacks have slowed. The damage is manifesting as reduced capacity for utilizing my imagination to consciously construct reality. There seems to be less interaction between 'separate' cognitive states, ones which would enable a more detailed overview of the immediate environment. Perhaps this kind of reorganization is obvious, given the the root of the attacks in a communicative space, in order to minimize their damage. Specifically, in my case it is the ability to apply meticulously developed theory to my conscious experience which I am losing, in place of what seems to be essentially social, communicative constructs. Language in a bubble without connection to a larger holistic framework. A thought which may have taken 3 nanoseconds takes 3 seconds as it is resolved internally into full length vocalization, and the proceeding process is then dependent on the form the vocalization takes. The initial seed of the thought can then be misinterpreted or misrepresented internally. Networks and efficiency/accuracy of communication.

My mind was being trained to respond 'vocally' by my attackers, who would interfere with my holistic cognitive state (which hurt and generated stress), like being woken from a dream, or in this case, forced into a dream.

I should take a moment to note that a plucked string in time eventually returns to a one dimensional state, and if there's already music playing that phase cancellation is a factor in making the currently playing music sound, like, not that great.

Also if you get to a point in time where you can actually traverse backwards, you should probably stop to consider how strings vibrate.

This is why it is rude to whisper.